it's not that i like nicotine,
or that i think it's cool,
or that i need something to fidget with.
i detest smoking for all these reasons and more.
it causes terrible illness.
it causes a horrible addiction.
it causes you to smell and taste terrible.
It's just that sometimes...
i get so conflicted inside,
so fraught with my own problems,
it feels like if i don't
eat fire
or
drink lava
or
breathe smoke
i just might lay some waste, and sow the fields with salt.
What can i say?
or that i think it's cool,
or that i need something to fidget with.
i detest smoking for all these reasons and more.
it causes terrible illness.
it causes a horrible addiction.
it causes you to smell and taste terrible.
It's just that sometimes...
i get so conflicted inside,
so fraught with my own problems,
it feels like if i don't
eat fire
or
drink lava
or
breathe smoke
i just might lay some waste, and sow the fields with salt.
What can i say?
posted by Third at 4:17 AM
3 Comments:
"If I went and had a smoke
maybe it could burn
all traces of doubt from me..."
I understands.
And: If you need to talk, I'm here (a nine time zones away sort of here, but isn't that what the internet is for? Making the world seem smaller?)
Fire comes in different varieties. An angel carries to your lips a coal that cleanses. A thirsty lake awaits the damned. Or a strange tongue descends from Heaven, and brings a Counselor.
Talk to me, too, if you need.
Seriously.
Fire: The Biblical Cleanser!
Now with Real Lemon Scent!
sometimes, i think it's just the urge to have something burning that close to my face.
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